Idk how to explain, but I guess this is how a healthy relationship feels like?

No big argument, no secret? I just feel like giving him my whole world. But sometimes I wonder if I really do deserve him. For me, he deserves the world as a whole. I can't imagine him receiving less. But every time he looks happier with others, my heart aches. I don't know how to show him what I truly feel. I don't know if he pretends to be happy with me or otherwise. But, of course, I talked to him about this, and I have never been more reassured in my entire life. 

I gave him everything including my v-card. He deserves it, and I couldn't imagine doing it with anyone else. I just want him and only him. It was the best decision ever and fuck it felt so good. 

Can't wait for the wedding ring. 

You know that euphoric feeling when you're doing something that you love? Mine is riding the train, and getting on board on flight. This is my escape with a little splash of Ariana's song in my brain