melancholy at its finest
> Pause
| relapse
One thing no one ever told me is how this feeling never really left I constantly feel lonely, alone, and overwhelmed. I don't know if it is really because I have a mental illness or I just hate the thoughts of being alone You see, people see me as this strong, and independent. Like I'm always happy but the truth is, I constantly feel like I'm not enough No matter what I do, I always feel helpless. Every time I express how I needed help, they always undermine it. So why bother right? I don't really feel good today, couldn't even get up from bed. I constantly feel the need to sleep because no matter what I do, I always feel a sense of loss How come those who know, yet don't even bother to show that they care. They don't bother enough to be there. Yet the audacity to ask why I don't want to open up. They don't even give any reason for me to Am I really that awful that I don't deserve it? I think this is me relapsing, and I'm truly alone this time |
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