My friends decided to have a trip to KL

Since it's almost a month since my dad passed away, I don't really think having overnight would be a good idea.

Of course, they didn't care. No update whatsoever, I guess they really thought I wouldn't mind being left behind as usual.

But it hurts you know, to feel like you do not belong anywhere. For once I thought, I belong somewhere. 

I don't want to be left alone again, I don't think I can do this anymore

Thank god I still have Nay and the rest. Even though I'm not sure how long I can hold on

You know that euphoric feeling when you're doing something that you love? Mine is riding the train, and getting on board on flight. This is my escape with a little splash of Ariana's song in my brain